Sounds funny, I don't understand why we need feelings. We constantly hurt people and get hurt. and sometimes we hurt ourselves. Slowly life taught me the reason why we cannot forgive others is because we have never forgiven ourselves. From the Chinese culture, we are always holding the grouch grudges that hurts, especially ourselves--I cannot still remember every single bit of unfairness people landed on me years ago. Fundamentally it is me I cannot let go. The expectation of myself is too high, too wonderful and too hard to accomplish with one life.
I decided to change the man in the mirror. (Can you hear yourself humming...) Very often, every morning I call myself handsome and gorgeous, I am trying to stop say "I hate myself" or "I am so stupid", instead I replacing them with "I love myself". Why I shouldn't love myself? I think I am very cute. The other day girls were trying to pick me up...
See, I am cute, right? (Whatever you say...)
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